Depression Eviction 💕

Just being in the lifestyle so long . I’ve escorted on the internet & Asian spas , worked for agencies, converted to stripping on & off for years ! ,the type of guys I attract and relationships taking a toll financially, starting over every couple of years. I’ve noticed no matter what profession I tried , Findom is in them all . Depression is kinda causing me to be sassy and I’m thinking over demanding, but I see girls who seem like straight bitches get what they need. So I’m like maybe it’s my approach, being the “home schooled , jungle freak” spoiled daddy’s girl who lost her dad to her step mom , doesn’t help my social skills either. Feeling very pretty & entitled . But years ago it used to work, now it’s so many pretty girls just doing things a different way . Sometimes I feel like I’m hustling backwards. Don’t get me wrong I make $. I think just recently I’m getting close to 40 getting burnt out and the laws are changing, going to school on the side because I had my son senior year . But like wtf and I going to do ? It does seem like there’s so many scams etc , almost like I missed the run , and meet ups are the only option. But I want to not use my body physically if that makes sense. Make $ in my sleep. And I’m so happy there’s a platform I can be the first to dump my problems 😫 but I’m trying to dominate this industry as much as I can while I still look good . I battle with not accepting me & my lifestyle